He had toughed it out: persevered. Won back his sanity:
if ever it had truly been lost, that is.
At first it had been confusing, sometimes he was faking
it, and sometimes he believe the Duchess was truly there – in
control. Mostly in control? He didn't want to kill again: his soul
was clean after his confessions. He meant to keep it that way.
When he was in control of his personalities; that's what
the shrink had said, when discussing him. Believing he was out of
earshot, or that Georgie was drugged and not responsive. “He has a
dual personality condition,” he had explained, “and the old woman
is dominant. As a man I don't think we will see Bowen again.”
Dream
on Crap-head. I am here all the time just waiting.
Befriending the old boys in the day-room was easy. What
old codger does not want to have female company. Getting their trust
and access to their wardrobe took a little time. Finally Georgie
found it convenient to start appearing in the day-wards as a visitor.
“The Major here to visit me Uncle Nigel, Ya know.” The staff
were far to busy and lazy to bother checking anything out. He was not
able to get off the premises though and had to go back to a
convenient closet, empty toilet – wherever he had stashed the
dress, and appear once again as the deranged stumbling, leaning on
the walls Duchess.
As the months passed, and it appeared he was not
recovering, his accommodations changed. He was moved to a small cell
and his personal minders left. “I know who sent you to mind me, and
why.” He often muttered. Now they had been withdrawn. So the Chief
had given up. Stopped fearing that Georgie would spill the beans,
reveal his secret. Tell where the treasure was stashed. Sometimes he
felt like a pirate abandoned on an island, with a treasure map and a
cross drawn to mark where the booty was hidden. It is hidden in my
mind, and now I am starting to remember more, I have to be more
deranged and then I will be safe. Until I get out of here.
As time passed the staff became comfortable with the
visitor. “Here again Major. Visiting Nigel?”
“Why not dear boy. It cheers him up I think. Me too.
Dashed rain will come again soon. Must get back to my charitable
works. What!”
Then one day an old dear he had also cultivated was very
poorly – near the end it seemed. Georgie had an idea, of how to get
away, outside, free. And when he considered the plan it appeared so
simple – a child, even a frail old Duchess could carry it off.
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