Patsy softly
closed the door to the day-room behind him. He had carried out his
duty as promised. He had delivered Sonny into the Home without
incident. He put his keys back into his overall pocket and pointed,
“There he said, in the chair by the window. That’s him.”
O’Neill
went forward and squatted by the chair. He reached forward and
touched his Grandfather's elbow. A face he did not know, with eyes
blank, staring and dead, turned towards him.
“Daideo,”
he began in Gaelic, “It’s Sonny.”
Daideo
turned blankly, not seeing, struggling to make the mental links that
would make him see. His mouth moved. O’Neill leaned closer.
“Mind
her. Mind your mother.” His head dropped down again and he examined
the floor. “The sins of the fathers,” he muttered. “She came
back, full of the sin of that father, but I never blamed her, or the
boy.”
Patsy
crept forward. “Make it short Sonny. Time is ticking on Boy.”
O’Neill
waved a dismissive hand. “Quiet! I can’t make out
what he is saying. Daideo.” He said again, louder, “I’m here!
It’s me Sonny. Daideo!”
Daideo
reached out and grabbed his arm. “Sonny? Is it you?”
“Yes
Daideo. It’s me Sonny, I’m here.”
“She
never wanted to tell you. I did. She kept a tin: a Billy-Can, to show
you, to tell you. Then she threw it away: into the flax-hole. I
marked the spot and got it out. I dried them in the sun. I hid them: below the third stone on the mountain, the Druid’s Stone. The hay
will be good this year. I’ll turn it with the rake and bring it
home on the bogie. Mind them children there! Who owns them?”
He
sat muttering, and sobbing softly in the midst of some inconsolable
memory, distraught, his mind lost in the past and destined to remain
there. For him there was no today, no tomorrow only yesterdays.